Things begin and things end. Love and romance ended awhile back for me... and i still think of the one who left me in darkness... but life goes on. As the year continues i find myself loosing track of time and have noticed my school year is coming to an end... and it scares me cause what started out a great year of me being with a wonderful guy will end with me crushing on a guy in my real life and being to terrified to say or do anything about it. I pray daily that i shall succeed in school and look forward to its end, but when it ends it will just lead to more sorrow as all things do. My computer has died on me for unknown reasons. I shall no longer be on DA as often as i have been and to all those i cared for i wish you the greatest of joys in your lives. If you are close to me most likely i left you a message below so please check.

To Dai-sama-no-kitsune: I miss you i truly do ... and i hope that you are ok and doing well. You made this year really fun and also very dramatic for me, and for that i must thank you.

To Brokenheart6: Rae... thanks for being like a big sister to me. I have always envied you for you unlike me were able to better understand Dai. I ask of you to please continue and that you live life to its fullest as you rightfully should.

To gazman3855: Thanks for always being there for me when i needed a hug or someone to tell me everything will be fine. I hope you find someone that will bring great happiness to your life. Also, I shall always be just a phone call away if you ever need me so just turn your phone on and i'll help with anything i can and it would be great to have a friend i can talk to.

To Neeko96 and Darknessjewel: I have no idea why i am putting you two in here.... I'll see you at school... and to both of you thanks for making me a stronger, kinder, and more caring person.And thanks for both being great friends that i can rely on... and maybe rely on for to much and for that i apologize.

To Hrontore: What should i say... your like a father to me. You've been with me since i began always doing your best to lead me down the right path and have tried to help me make good decisions. I always have liked you, at times as a friend and at others... all i would want was to be yours. But we can't always have what we want can we? Good luck with school and you better live a happy life and know that you made an impression on my life.

To Dei54: Nathan... my beloved wolf... you shall always have a spot in my heart... no matter how long time goes by... I wish that i would never of come into your life though...for no matter how hard i try i cannot seem to forgive myself for that night that caused you to become the beautiful songbird locked in a golden cage. I wish for your freedom and your greatest happiness. I hope that you and 'you know who' get together and live happily and all works out. but i know... that by the time you read this... that my life will most likely be as bad if not worse then it is now... but as i know from lessons learned... hell it could be worse right?

Those who read this... I hope that I made some form of memory with each of you... my friends, family, exmates, and those... who just knew who i was... I will miss. If I'm online then i got lucky enough as to get on my moms comp so send me a message.

It has been an amazing year since i joined DA and of course it was going to end sooner or later. I wish i would of tooken time to show off my fashion designs but i never came around to it. But thanks to all my great friends you are all such wonderful people.

Thank you,and love always

Koroko-no-Kizu (heart of scars) the white fox